The words she's been desperately meaning to tell him

I have, my dear, this desire for a wilder experience, a greater pleasure, a higher high, a more shattering ecstasy — an extreme of sensation joining pleasure and pain — and YOU were the one who awakened that urge in me. You and you alone bring out the dark and rich femaleness in me. You are my Man and I am your Woman. So I must submit myself to you. I've chosen you. Nobody else I want, but you. If you won't, then I choose not to experience the thrill. It's up to you now. You own my fate in this matter.